Hello to the few people, who actually take their time to read my blog and whom I love so very much.
I do not even know where to start right now. I started this blog to write about everything and anything but everything I seem to write comes across wrong?! There’s days when I don’t even have any idea what to blog about and then something little inspires me but then I just don’t know how to write it all out. I don’t know how to put my thoughts down into actual sentences. It sucks. I feel like I’m hitting my head against a brick wall. I just lose hope quickly. I started this blog because I wanted to do something with my summer and I wanted to have a voice so I started this blog. But then it hit me like a bag of bricks… Who is actually reading my blogs apart from my lovely annoying friends? (SHOUT OUT TO YOU GUYS) And they have told me repeatedly that it’s going to take time for people to read my blog and all that shizzle but I just feel like no one is actually going to listen or care for what I have to say. It’s like my brain is programmed to bring me down and smash all my hopes and dreams. Ugh. But a hopeful note is that I am trying to write a good blog post because I do have ideas but they just need some time to come together…
I watched ‘A Walk to Remember’ the other day and I spent the entire time crying my eyes out and searching gifs while I put them up on twitter. I was a mess. But the film did inspire me with one of my posts that I unfortunately am struggling to write. *Nervously laughing* Also, Matthew Espinosa is someone who has inspired me too… For those of you who don’t know him, he is a youtuber/ viner. He has A LOT to say about our society and generation and everything that he says makes absolute sense. Honestly, he has such an amazing mindset which I would like to say is similar to mine and he is honestly such and inspiration.
Check out some of his tweets: @TheMatthewEspinosa
But yeah… I am taking like a huge amount of time on the posts because I want them to be good and for people to be able to understand and maybe learn something. It’s important that I get a message across in my blog posts. Also, the blog is kinda all over the place and it is kinda plain but I am working on it! Maybe I’ll have a blog post before my holiday ends? I hope everyone is enjoying the end of their holidays and for people who’ve started school … I cry for you.